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Look what back to school has done.

Fri Aug 28, 2009, 6:52 PM
  • Mood: Mortified
What's it called when you have a lack of any motivation, a reason, a plan, a purpose? Serious question. Kasey called it depression, but that only means counseling and medication. In all honesty, I don't want to be in school. The cliches? I cannot take them. The dull campus, the hardly English-speaking teachers, the rules and regulations you MUST abide by. This is not for me. Not only am I being asked to plan out my future, but they're asking a girl who doesn't even know what she's doing at the moment. This journal is going nowhere, and I doubt anyone will ever leave their computer after reading and think, "I can relate to that" or even a "what the hell is wrong with her?"
I'm driving myself insane, and it frightens me how I am so unprepared.
All of my friends are talking about the names of their children or their dream jobs or which city they want to buy a condo in and whose gonna be their roommate and whose gonna be the godparents of their kids...I don't even know what I'm having for dinner.
And this isn't "Oh, well, you're just going with the flow and being spontaneous." No, I'm not. At first, I was, but now I feel like 10 years from now, when you guys are married, have miniature you's running around, a career, a cute little beagle, and a cozy little house somewhere, I'm gonna be a deadbeat with the heart of an eight-year-old. And that freaks me the hell out..

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  • Interests: writing, drawing, singing, music, photography, graffiti on trains, hanging out, and mike shinoda.
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park: Mike Shinoda
  • Favourite artist: Linkin Park, Fort Minor
  • Favourite poet or writer: Mike Shinoda
  • Favourite style of art: photography
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: turtle shell?
  • Skin of choice: is that a racist question?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Chowder, Flapjack
  • Personal Quote: "People aren't afraid to love. They're afraid they won't be loved back."
  • Tools of the Trade: That's a Fort Minor song. Lol.

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:iconlonelyalakast:
hello, how are you?

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"I've never had any intentions about anything. That's why I am where I am today, which is neither here nor there, in a literal sense."
— Edward Gorey
:icondeadoffboredom:
Hello. I am fine..?

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"Because you live."
:iconlonelyalakast:
ok thats good to hear

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"I've never had any intentions about anything. That's why I am where I am today, which is neither here nor there, in a literal sense."
— Edward Gorey
:icondeadoffboredom:
Really? But you don't even know me.
But thanks for caring, stranger.


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"Because you live."
:iconlonelyalakast:
well i'm in a painful way right now its good to know that someone is feeling good. All is not loss.

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"I've never had any intentions about anything. That's why I am where I am today, which is neither here nor there, in a literal sense."
— Edward Gorey

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